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hey hey hey

Thu Oct 1, 2009, 4:10 PM
school news:

I'm student teaching is a first grade classroom

I'm on the literary magazine team

I'm working on getting a diversity club started up

I'm treasurer of Cup and Chaucer

I got the part of the gaurd in 12 angry men

I'm not failing AP calculus.....and hopefully this continues

Other stuff:

I know what I'm going to major and minor in now- major in integrated language arts, minor in philosophy

I am getting another cold and it pisses me off

That is all.
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Made of epic win-
:iconnhs-year-book:

  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: I don't know anybody else- black box
  • Reading: essays in existentialism- Sartre
  • Watching: myself waste time
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: diet coke

blah blah blah

Mon Jun 8, 2009, 1:04 PM
Well I haven't written any journal entries for quite some time so I thought an update was in order.

It is now summer break baby! I'm mostly excited now though I still find it a little scary. I'm now technically a senior, next year will be my last year of high school O_O It's pretty intimidating. Plus next year I'll be starting the teaching professions academy, which means I'll be going into classrooms and actually getting teaching experience which I'm psyched for but also kind of scared. And yes, that's right, I do intend to become a teacher :O :iconlegaspplz: :D I want to teach at the high school level and I'm leaning towards being an english teacher, though I'm still considering art or math.

Other stuff coming up is the ACT of course. I need to start studying for that :| I'm not too worried but I need to be prepared so that I do well. This summer also means college visits and trying to decided where I want to go for sure, though I figure I'll be going to Ohio University. I've also been looking at scholarship stuff because I need teh moneys.

Hmmmm, what else? My goal for the summer is to get a lot done and try a lot of new things, so we'll see how that goes.

Also, I'm experimenting with my art style some more. I'm thinking I'm going to leave a lot of the manga style stuff behind, at least for a little while. I still love drawing chibis and such but actual developed characters never seem quite right when I try to make them manga style, it feels very over worked. I think at this point I'm going to work on just drawing in a way more natural to me, though I will say I'm also experimenting with a more american coimic style. I'm really enjoying that, I've been on an absolute x-men kick lately so expect a lot of fan art and as dorky as it sounds, maybe a fan comic. I think it'd be good to get some practice working on comics.

Sigh, well I think that's it :peace:

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Made of epic win-
:iconnhs-year-book:

  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: video killed the radio star
  • Reading: skipping arouns a bit, mainly Hamlet
  • Watching: america's next top model
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: diet coke

watch as I waste more time

Sun Apr 12, 2009, 9:40 AM
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
“ideas in your mind. First of all the difficulty should be made absolutely”

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
*feels like a cat*

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Spongebob > >

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
2:20

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
1:25 xD

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
nothing

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
yesterday- I was sitting outside listening to smooth jazz and dance music while drinking diet coke and reading v for vendetta

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
the survey of the person I stole this from xD

9. What are you wearing?
ren and stimpy t-shirt, blue plaid jeans that don’t match

10. Did you dream last night?
that my math teacher was doing a stand up act xD
it was weird

11. When did you last laugh?
when I was talking to my friend on the phone, forget about what tho

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
posters, a bulletin board, art work, more posters

14. What do you think of this quiz?
mildly interesting

15. What is the last film you saw?
I watched v for vendetta last night

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I’d pay for my college education and I’d study all the things I love. And I’d buy an arcade DDR game > >

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
my best friend in middle school was a pyromaniac

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I’d make equality public policy and remove religion from politics

19. Do you like to dance?
Very much so, I love it

20. George Bush:
he fails at life

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Dani

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Paulo

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
yeah, I’d love to go to England and Japan most of all

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"You were right, I do hate conservative nutcases! You get a gold star!”

25. There is no question 13,
HOLY SHIT NO WAI

26. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
whomever steals it from me.

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Made of epic win-
:iconnhs-year-book:

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: Godel, Escher, bach
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: diet coke

oops

Sun Apr 12, 2009, 9:38 AM
1. Name:
Jessica Beckholt
2. Nickname:
eh, some people call me Jessie or jess. Humorous names= giant, gentle giant, iron giant, jolly green giant (notice a pattern? =P), gazelle that cannot run, highlighter, penis hater (how I love my friends :D)
3. Birthday:
March 16, 1992
4. Place of Birth:
Marion
5. Zodiac Sign:
Pisces
6. Male or Female:
Female (shocking to some :P)
7. Education:
Junior in high school
8. Schools you went to:
Elmwood, North, Central, Roosevelt, NHS
9. Occupation:
student
10. Residence:
Ohio, in the land of nothing-ever-happens-here-except-murder-pedophilia-and-drop outs
11. Screen Names:
freak-unique, rainbowcarnage, msmotley

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Colour:
blonde
13. Hair Length:
Very short, I has boy hair D:
14. Eye colour:
blue
15. Best Feature:
I don’t know, I like my lips, and my neck
16. height:
5’10”
17. Braces?:
Nope
18. Glasses?:
yes, they’re Harry Potter-esque
19. Piercing:
I used to have my ears pierced but the holes closed up
20. Tattoos:
none as of yet, I want a tattoo of 220 248
21. Righty or Lefty:
Rigthty.

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend:
Ashley S.
23. First Award:
when I finished the speech program in elementary school xD
24. First Sport You Joined:
tae kwon doe in 4th grade
25. First Pet:
A cat, her name was princess
26. First Real Vacation:
Kentucky I think
27. First Concert:
Motley Crue >:)
28. First Love:
She knows who she is
___ Favorites___

29. Movie:
Rent, V for Vendetta, Juno, Saw 1-4, Halloween (the original), many more
30. TV Show:
X-files, House, CSI, L&O SVU, flapjack, simpsons
31. Colour:
Red, black, orange
32. Rapper:
T.I.
33. Band:
motley crue, dead or alive, captain jack, technotronic, many more
34. Song Right Now:
hmmm, I’d say “another night” by the real mccoy, “live your life” by T.I., and “flow so tight” by smoke jumpers
35. Friend:
all of them!
36. Candy:
CHOCOLATE :D
37. Sport to Play:
I like basketball even though I’m not the best, I want to try ultimate Frisbee, and I love to dance though not in any professional way
38. Restaurant:
Taco bell (classy eh?)
39. Favorite brand to wear:
none, I’m not really a brand person- I wear what I like
40. Store:
barnes and noble, borders, hot topic, the bargain bin
41. School Subject:
English, pre-calc
42. Animal:
wolves, tigers, penguins, otters, prairie dogs
43. Book:
Lord of the flies, animal farm, running with scissors, dry, possible side effects, fermat’s enigma, stone butch blues, a clockwork orange, freedom writers diary, Full frontal feminism, stonewall, one teacher in 10
44. Magazine:
tattoo mags, fashion mags
45. Shoes:
I got my cons on :3

___Currently___

46. Feeling:
Chill, slightly optimistic, just sort of wondering about things
47. Single or Taken?:
single, as always
49. Eating:
sunflower seeds
50. Drinking:
diet coke
51. Typing:
it is a distinct possibility that I’m typing this -.-
52. Online?:
yep
53. Listening To:
Flow so tight- smokejumpers
54. Thinking About:
relationship junk
55. Wanting To:
be more decisive
56. Watching:
My computer screen
57. Wearing:
ren and stimpy t-shirt, blue plaid shorts that don’t really match

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?:
I don’t know for sure but I don’t think so
59. Want to be Married:
I’d like to but I don’t know if it’ll happen
60. Careers in Mind:
teacher, sociologist, professor, psychologist
61. Where do you want to live?:
Idk, maybe san Francisco; but I’ll probably end up still in Ohio so most likely Columbus
62. Car:
Hippy van

__Which is Better With The Opposite/ Same Sex___

63. Hair colour:
I don’t really have a preference, red heads are quite cute though :3
64. Hair length:
Whatever looks good on the person but generally shorter
65. Eye colour:
color doesn’t matter, I like deep, telling eyes. You know, that window to the soul crap :P *chokes on the cliché*
66. Measurements:
eh, I took them once but I don’t remember. It can be summarized as no chest, big hips, fat ass xD
67. Cute or Sexy:
both
68. Lips or Eyes:
both, but if I must pick- lips
69. Hugs or Kisses:
both ^o^
70. Short or Tall:
shorter preferably
71. Easygoing or serious:
both- I want someone I can have a serious conversation with but who I can also be goofy and immature with
72. Romantic or Spontaneous:
both
74. Sensitive or Loud:
both
75. Hook-up or Relationship:
Relationship
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One:
I like both qualities, I do seem to have an unfortunate soft spot for trouble makers though


___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger:
No
79. Had Alcohol:
once
80. Smoked:
never
81. Ran Away From Home:
nope
82. Broken a bone:
yes, left arm in 4th grade
85. Broken Someone's Heart:
doubt it
86. Broken Up With Someone:
Yes
87. Cried When Someone Died:
yep
88. Cried At School:
unfortunately yes. I’ve cried over stress, b/c a teacher made me angry to the point of tears, b/c one of my teachers passed away, b/c of disappointment, and b/c of a big homophobic blow up

___Do You Believe In___

89. God:
eh, I’m agnostic so maybe. Go team fence sitter! :D
90. Miracles:
nope
91. Love At First sight:
noooooooo
93. Aliens:
life on other planets?- yes. That they can contact us and have a strange obsession with poking our orifices?- naw
94. Soul Mates:
naw
95. Heaven:
nope
96. Hell:
nope
98. Kissing on The First Date:
if it’s the right time
99. Horoscopes:
I don’t really believe in them, but they are fun and I do enjoy astrology

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have?
yeah, there’s one person in particular I really like but it’s a BIG no no.
and then there are some other people I wonder about, all of whom are also not going to happen :P

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Made of epic win-
:iconnhs-year-book:

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: Godel, Escher, bach
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: diet coke

4th dimensional transition

Fri Apr 3, 2009, 2:57 PM
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

If someone says "Is this okay?" You say...?
Tragic Kingdom- No Doubt

How would you describe yourself?
Starstrukk- 3oh!3

What do you like in a guy?
Isn't it a pity- Dead or Alive (isn't it a pity this question doesn't quite apply to me? :P)

How do you feel today?
Something in my house- Dead or Alive

What is your life's purpose?
Secret Agent- Captain Jack

What is your motto?
1985- Bowling for Soup

What do your friends think of you?
Come Home (with me baby)- dead or alive (oh good lawd...)

What do you think of your parents?
Michael- Franz Ferdinand

What do you think about very often?
Forever Came Today- The Supremes

What is 2+2?
Cry Me a River- The Cliks

What do you think of your best friend?
Superstar- Sonic Youth

What do you think of the person you like?
99 Luftballons- Nena

What is your life story?
Sunday Morning- No Doubt

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Sex Drive- Dead or alive (xD ; I seem to be getting dead or alive quite a lot O: )

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Cruel- Tori Amos

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Shock to the System- Billy Idol

What will they play at your funeral?
Love Addict- Family Force 5

What is your hobby?
Queer- 58 (lulz)

What is your biggest fear?
Se a Vida E (that's the way life is)- Petshop boys

What do you think of your friends?
Platinum blonde life- no doubt

What will you post this as?
4th dimensional transition- mgmt

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Made of epic win-
:iconnhs-year-book:

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Get Up!- Technotronic
  • Reading: Goth
  • Watching: my spring break slowly coming to an end :c
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: diet coke

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